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The Seeker

What Attracts You to Jesus?

It’s a good question, and one not often considered. Why is Jesus the name that makes all the difference? So much violence and so much devotion is sparked by the name, the life, the Person, Jesus.

I think Jesus had this unique ability to look into someone’s eyes and all at once they knew that He knew everything and loved them anyway. This may have invited some and terrified others. I cannot wait to look into his eyes, because I know he knows my history, my future, my fear and failings and loves me anyways. He seeks us out. He took the dangerous route to get to us, to give us all he had: life. The following poem is based on part of John chapter 4, the narrative where Jesus meets the Samaritan woman at Jacob’s well.

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The Seeker, a poem

He took the wrong route, or so his friends thought.

This road that cut through was dangerous.

Every good Jew took the long way, avoided Samaria altogether.

And the half-breeds who lived there.

A plague of a people. An Assyrian dilution of purity.

And a reminder of their failure.

Who wants to recall that history?

Better off taking the roundabout road home to Galilee.

But he cut through. And the sun rose high.

The long shadows in the morning light, slanted and long

shrunk in the heat of the day

into little pools of shadow that danced beneath sandaled feet.

And stomachs grew empty and uneasy with each step.

They hadn’t planned on this.

Their usual route had inns and safe havens,

places for rest and religious discussion

where the popular Rabbi could perform a

miracle or two.


But this? This was uncharted territory.

Unwelcome.

A cluster of stones rose from the sand

and the well of Jacob came into view.

A cistern of salvation to the weary traveler.

“Go into town and buy food,” came His instruction.

Dust gathered in the creases of His eyes when he smiled

waving them on.

He watched them go, stretched his legs, waited.

He saw her coming.

He saw her drop her shoulders as his students, friends,

marched by, adding distance

and a convex line with each footfall.

She approached the well seeing only her feet

and the dirt they stepped in.

Hello, get me a drink, please.

And the creases around his eyes shown dusty and long

proving he was a smiling man, friendly.

But why did he speak to her?

The clay pot dropped in the cool pool below

splashing life on its rim

dribbling down its chin

as it bobbed on the line toward the Light.

A cup dipped and held the precious liquid,

a commodity: this water, had started wars,

ended lives, built barriers.

She handed the cup to him and started to turn away.

He caught her soul with gentle words and riveted her with truth.

In the Living Water she saw the reflection of herself, of everyone:

Of need and devastation, desperation and regret.

And hope.

And the one true thing she craved: Grace.

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Why Church? {A Glimpse Into Community}

Anyone who’s been around the Sunday School circuit a season or two has been taught about the amazing birth of the Church in Acts 2.

We read Peter’s compelling sermon — oh yes, that same Peter who was constantly inserting a dusty, sandaled foot into his big mouth, who denied Christ and was nowhere to be seen when his Teacher was condemned by the Jewish council and handed over to Rome to be crucified — this Peter preached! 

There were maybe a hundred or so followers of The Way of Jesus, Jews who had chosen, despite all odds to continue to believe in the enigmatic teacher who came out of Nazareth and claimed to be the Son of God. These, along with thousands of other pilgrims, flooded Jerusalem for the Feast of Pentecost, an ancient Jewish tradition. Peter preached, the remnant disciples prayed and the Holy Spirit arrived. Big Time.

And the Bible tells us that 3000 were added to their number that day. 

That tiny community of rag-tag Jesus Freaks became the size of a small town in just hours. Not only did they receive the power of the Holy Spirit, they received the transformative power of faith.

Faith is a gift of the Holy Spirit, given to those who choose to take the baby step of responding in belief to the message of Jesus Christ.

Those of us in this Christian community are perfectly aware of the skeptical reasons one shouldn’t believe in Jesus. We face these questions every day. Whenever we make moral choices, we base it on our belief in Jesus and then the secondary questions pipe in: Really? You’re going to deny yourself that because some ancient Jewish carpenter-turned-rabbi taught love, selflessness, humility, forgiveness, integrity, grace….etc., really? What does he know about the here and now and you? He’s dead. Can you really believe he’s alive? Why does he matter at all in this situation?

Yes, the stream of consciousness becomes a deluge of doubt, just because we are tempted to fudge on our insurance claim or  talk badly about our kid’s teacher. Belief alone isn’t enough. But when we believe…

God adds the faith, and keeps adding it, through the Holy Spirit. He takes our little bit of belief and boom! changes everything. 

See Ephesians 2:4-10

               But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 

                And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. 

               For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast. 

               For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

When someone’s little bit of belief is met by God’s gift of faith, everything changes. People will ask you: Why are you different (even a little weird)? What happened?

The answer: God moved in.

The Holy Spirit comes in like pure oxygen and nothing is ever the same again. That’s why we remain, abide, continue to believe. That’s why, when it’s real, people really are changed. Something really does happen. It’s just incredibly hard to explain.

But if you believe with your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord…. {see Romans 10:10-13} you will be saved, from death, separation from God, hopelessness, even your own doubt.

Our belief is sustained by the gift of faith. If it were up to any of us, we’d give up. God knows this — that’s why he gives us faith.

We couldn’t be in this Christian community without the gift of faith given to us by the Holy Spirit. We couldn’t love God, love ourselves, love hard-to-love people without the gift of faith that grows and stretches us out into agape-lovers.

So in back in Jerusalem, the number of faith-filled, spirit-filled Jesus freaks grew so tremendously, so miraculously, that they became this vibrant community that shared and sang and ate and prayed together.

Here people who travelled from all over the middle east to worship in Jerusalem, who spoke different languages and dialects, many of whom knew nothing about Jesus Christ of Nazareth until the day Peter preached, here they all came together in this community of disparity and divine grace.

And it was so cool that none of them wanted to leave. They wanted to hear the stories the disciples shared, they soaked up prayer and praise like the dry desert soaks up rain, they feasted on agape.

This agape-love, this faith-life, this community was completely new, unlike anything anyone had known before.

'Sea of Galilee' photo (c) 2007, Chris Yunker - license: http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/2.0/

Weeks before, the resurrected Jesus had pressed Peter with the question:

   Jesus - Do you love me?

Peter – Yes, I like you.

          Jesus – Then feed my sheep.

Three times on the shore of the Sea of Galilee, with the mist swirling and fresh fish frying in the pan, the morning sounds of birds and the lapping of the water on the rocks he asked: Do you love me?

                                                                                                     Then feed my sheep.

The day came, this day of pentecost, when Peter would understand what his merciful friend and savior meant. This was it. Love large with faith flourishing in the Spirit and watch God work miracles in the hearts of mankind. 

The world was starving for love, for forgiveness, for grace, for purpose: for community.

                                                                                                          Feed my sheep.

Peter, like us, had no ability to do it in his own strength. His belief in Jesus had got him as far as Caiphus’ courtyard and no further. Peter needed saving faith, the gift of the spirit, before he could really participate in sheep-feeding.

And this same faith birthed the community that has become the Church. As flawed by humanity as it is, the Church is just right: filled up with humans, just the way God want it.

And there’s room for more.

Church (not religion)–a messy, swelling, riotous, loving, flawed, forgiving, faith-filled group of people–was God’s idea. Faith is how he created it. And God knew that at just the right time, it would explode on the face of this dying planet because within the soul of every person is a tiny, teeny grain of belief; a knowing that there is more, a yearning for completion and love and soul-wrapping community.

It began in Jerusalem, as reported in the book of the Acts of the Apostles, written by Luke, a doctor, a non-Jew, a second-generation Christian.

It continues in us today.

It is the community that I belong to: the community of Christ.

And honestly, it rocks.

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Did I Make the List?

In God’s Heart I am….{Fill in the Blank}

What do you believe about your position in the Heart of God? Of course, there are the pat answers, the Christian-y answers, the answers you wish were true… but when God considers you, what does he really think?

Bonnie over at Faith Barista posed this question and I immediately recalled a conversation I had with my youngest son a couple of years ago. As Christmas Day approached, he doubted and wondered — don’t we all sometimes.

After you read this story tell me, In God’s Heart I am …{_____}, too. I’d love to hear what you have to say:

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My six-year-old loves to snuggle.

Perhaps, since he’s the youngest of four, he’s developed an appreciation for mom staying still for a few minutes, not multi-tasking, simply just holding him. Perhaps he’s a born snuggler.

Last night, on Christmas Eve eve, we were snuggling in and he had some serious questions for me.

“So, mom,” says he, “how many days until Christmas?”

“Just two,” I say to clarify and then explain, “Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. That’s when we stop working so much and begin celebrating.”

“And Christmas Eve is when Santa comes with the presents, right?”

“Yes, we usually get our presents Christmas Eve night while you’re sleeping and we open them Christmas morning.”

“I don’t think I made the list,” he states.

“What?”

“Santa’s good list. I don’t think I’m on it.”

“Really?” I ask, “What makes you say that?”

“Well, I kick the couch pillows all the time when I’m ninja-training! It’s just so fun. But you ask me to stop kicking the pillows every day, and every day I do it some more,” he elaborates with a full explanation.

“So you don’t think you made the list, huh?”

“Probably not. So I might not get any presents.”

“Well,” I sigh for these are heavy thoughts. We all miss the goal. We all try very hard to be good, but when the deadline is closing in, we wonder, ‘Am I good enough? Did I make the list?’. I know how he feels. How many times have I wondered if I was measuring up?

“I know one thing,” I say in honest response, “I don’t know about Santa’s list. I guess we’ll just have to see about that. I know that you’ll always make my list, because you’re my boy and I love you.”

That was enough for him. We pet the cat and snuggled in silence and he fell asleep knowing he’s not perfect, but he is mine. And he’s loved. That’s enough.

Friend, You are enough simply because you’re loved by the Father in Heaven who created you. You automatically, unequivocally, irrevocably make his list when you simply snuggle in to his love and say, “I don’t think I can make the list by my own effort”. He knows, but he loves you, he’s got you covered, and that’s enough. That is Christmas. That is God’s Heart.

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Hospitality’s Simplest Form: Loving People {and you should be doing it}

While painting the walls of my son’s room, I washed a clear blue hue of the sky at dawn over layers of paint and plaster, I smiled at the idea of welcoming him into his new, big-boy room. Silly, but I thanked God for the walls that were built ten years ago, that I was painting yesterday.

These walls were set in place by the builder who laid the foundation, framed by my dad, sheet-rock hung and mud-and-taped by my husband and a few friends–all in just a few months’ time.

We were in a hurry.

We were expecting a baby. We needed more room.

So when he wasn’t at work, my husband was at work in the basement converting a cement and pine hole into a welcoming pair of rooms for our older children. This flurry of hammers and wire, plaster and carpet sought one goal: to welcome baby. A little stranger already loved into our house, into our home.

I can’t build walls. I certainly can’t build houses. But these bedroom walls heard my thanksgiving as they made their way to the heart of God.  I can build a home.

I can welcome strangers. Anyone can. Everyone should.

I’ve heard it said, “Oh, you have the gift of hospitality”. Really? If someone has a well-organized party, a casserole in the oven, coordinating linens or clever wine-glass charms is she hospitable?

What is hospitality?

The Greek compound word combined felos, meaning brotherly love and, zenio which meant stranger. Be friendly to strangers.

Love people.

  * “Loving people” is included on most official lists of gifts of the spirit, those attributes usually defined to mean a supernatural, Holy Spirit given ability or insight used to reach the world with the Gospel of Jesus Christ  and build up and encourage the body of Christ, which is the church.

…but is loving people, hospitality, more like fruit?  

* “Loving people” is not a spiritual gift but a natural response from a person who’s life has been graced by God’s love and who is living gratefully for the salvation and hope she has received in Jesus Christ. My definition comes from 1 Peter 4:8-9:

Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins.

Offer hospitality (loving people) to one another without grumbling.

  * “Loving people”, or practicing hospitality is a practical extension of what Jesus taught to be the Greatest Commandment, Matthew 22:37-39:

Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind; This is the first a greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘love your neighbor as yourself’. All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.

  * “Loving people” is the human “how-to” to the famous “how’s come?”

Anyone who wants to love God completely is compelled to ask, “What does loving God completely look like?

Is it piety? Is it the practice of spiritual disciplines? Is it Bible study?

Is it service? Is it monastic living? Is it stewardship?

Jesus answered: It’s loving others like you love yourself.

Simple needs always met:  food, shelter, water

Comfort always sought:  warmth, friendship, beauty

Pain always addressed:  relief, medicine, attention

Mind always challenged:  education, thought, interaction

Emotions always considered: love, familial longings, compassion

  * “Loving people” simply says with honest actions and love:

It doesn’t matter who you are. What matters is that you are here.

And, this love is supernatural. It is the very same love that compelled Jesus to say to you:

It doesn’t matter who you are. What matters is that that you are here,  

 in my family, in my welcoming, outstretched arms.

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How about you? What does loving people look like to you? Do you have any stories to share about someone who loved you–expressing that what mattered was not who you were, but that you were there?

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Closing the Gap {How to Really be Intimate with God}

Sing lullabies, they seem to say,

these Children of mine.

Small hands of the smallest hold me tight at bedtime, saying

stay, just a bit longer, stay.

Beauty-eyes looking at her future drawing large, coming near,

a pillow rests her head,

my fingers comb her hair;

grown girl, not yet woman, oh

stay, just a bit longer, stay.

Boy on the rocky ledge of manhood

sits beside me at church, freshly showered,

listening to sermons old with new ears of youth,

my hand upon his shoulder–

stay, just a bit longer, stay.

And the one no longer a baby, only a girl

earphones and best friends and “can I help you cook?”

her legs spindly, arms lengthen, encircle me in embrace,

stay, just a bit longer, stay.

'Day 296--Close-up' photo (c) 2008, Manchester City Library - license: http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/2.0/What does it mean to be close to someone? Is it physical presence, a soul connection or a sure and solid love for each other? The Bonnie Gray at Faith Barista asks the question this week: Tell of a time you felt close to God recently. This got me thinking about the feeling of being far from God, because knowing the feeling of closeness is best defined by the bleak understanding of distance. When have I felt close to God? When have I felt far from him?

I thought of my family. They are people I see and spend time with every day. We are close, sometimes too close. However, we don’t feel close simply because of our proximity.

What gets in the way of that harmony, that warmth of security, that comforting ease of pleasant familiarity? Busyness. Distraction. Commitments and work. Miscommunication. Unresolved conflict. Inattention. Self-absorption.

These are the same things that keep me from feeling close to God.

I get busy and run out of minutes before I’ve had time to seek out a quiet corner to pray.

I am easily distracted and my good intentions get derailed by the tyrannical rule of the urgent (or fun).

I have commitments, work to do; issues that necessitate my time, energy, resources and before I know it, I’m spent.

Miscommunication, or lack of communication altogether. I shoot arrow prayers with poor aim and never bother to see where they landed. I listen to many voices, think many thoughts and forget to listen for that silent stream of truth from the Word of God.

Unresolved issues, conflict, sins not spoken of pile up like so many bricks making strong barriers and casting dark shadows, filling spaces where grace ought to be.

My affection dulls and my attention wanes. My inattentiveness to the miracle of salvation and the pulse of daily grace numbs my spirit and mind to God’s mercy.

These barrier-makers all have one thing in common: me.

Anytime I feel distanced from God it’s because of me, my, mine. My thoughts, my activities, my distractions, my myopic sense of me. God never distances himself from his own. And, nothing can separate us from his love. He hems us in {Psalm 139} so how can I not feel close?

Because I get closed in, closed up in a closed-door-heart of selfish ambition and vain conceit.

'Locked doors' photo (c) 2007, Fi Filipowsky - license: http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nd/2.0/

Oh, kick the door open, sound the siren, flash the lights! Arrest me in your greatness, consume me in your presence, be the most interesting thing in my life. Pull me out of my self-interest and reign me into your territory where there is space to be close to you at every turn.

When I am close to you, I am closest to becoming what you made me to be.

When I am close to you, I am nearer to the people you love.

When I am close to you, I’m not busy, I’m still

not distracted, but focused,

not over-committed, but available,

not garbled, but listening,

not avoiding, but confessing,

not closed off, but openly attentive.

And I realize, You have always been nearby, close to me, inviting: “Stay, just a bit longer, stay.”

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How about you? What gets in the way? Why do you think we suffer from feeling far away from a God who is always near?

“And in Jesus you too are being built together to become a dwelling in which God lives by his Spirit.”{Ephesians 2:22}

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